Cautious day

Today on my daily walk with the dog, I was feeling cautious about my transition. My God! Do I really want to do this? I mean, this is the stuff of sci-fi flicks!

As an exercise, I thought about the life I was leading 6 months ago. Not bad, pretty good in fact. Now, could I see myself now living out that life to completion? The answer was a resounding “NO”. I’ve simply learned too much about my self to just pack this trans stuff away and not think about it anymore.

I can’t live the way I was, and I’m hesitating on moving forward. It’s just one of those “stuck in the middle” days, I guess.


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